Why? because can never give a good advice on this.. If only you were identical to me.

Well, I guess I can try again..

You only live ONCE.. remember that.. (unless you believe in reincarnation, but that’s another story)

good luck and hope things turn out alright

At least you know you’ll have more luck than me! My first love was just weird.　And now my new boyfriend of just less than a week is super screwed up.　Apparently he slept with his old girlfriend last niｇｈｔ．Hehe…　I bet he was drugged and drunk. *sigh*　Sorry for the dramatic weirdness, just had to get that off my chest.　He wont talk to me. =__=；　What’s wrong with me, I’ve never even kissed anyone!

But yeah~! Good luck! I always read your blog entries~

*Shows off poor kanji skills*

クロガネ様、いつもあこがれていますわ!　ガンバー！

Thats why I read a lot of fanfics, to help my vocabulary, but my mind is too lazy when it comes to write it. Oh well, this is out of the question.

You said it well; nobody likes a stalker (old days, old stories). And don’t worry; when I was your age, I did the same thing…

Take care of that flu (I knew it was flow).

Don’t worry, I won’t degenerate in a stalker type (hopefully). My superego is still strong enough to stop me from doing that. Besides, I hate people like those, I am quite the feminist :)

Oh and Syaoran… how did you know I’m coming down with a flu, haha XD. It’s actually “flow”, though :).

At least I think you feel a bit better after writing this, don’t you?
Anyway, see for yourself and live with it.

In the end, sometimes is better follow the flu (sorry if I wrote it wrong)

My advice so you don’t look like or be an over obessive stalker like guy, is stop thinking so much. Don’t have so much monologues with yourself like for example, posting this stuff. Which leads to my best advice I can give, don’t ask for love advice over ‘teh intarnet’. It doesn’t matter if the person giving is the true expert of love, the best advice on love is *from your friends and family*, defiantely. Confused, bewildered, or wanting to cut yourself or somone else, talk with someone substantial. Don’t keep all these :) feelings inside yourself, others might know you better than you know yourself when you’re in that period when you’re randomly humming 80s love songs yet you’re not official when that person.

Anyway, good luck on your first love, maybe it is your true love, never know!

And you see, always, always the first love is hard to take, especially when your feelings are deep enough for her. I fall in love for the first time three years ago, when I was 19. Sure, at the beginning I belong only to her, every day, every action, every trough, every step was for her. Don’t blame yourself for not being able to sympathize with your feelings, nobody is perfect you know… try your best, but don’t fool yourself; don’t try to be someone you don’t.

Take it easy, no matter if your blog is about anime, every time you feel uneasy with something, let it out. You never know what could happen.

I hate myself once for the same reason, but later I realize I was wrong with that way of think.

Enjoy everything by her side. See you.